Comatose

"Comatose.. I'll never wake up without an overdose.." You thought. Could you really think? Are you still alive? Are you really even breathing? Your family crowds around your body. All of them cry, even your older sibling that hates you.  That's at least what you thought. "Help" You shout, but your lips aren't moving. "Help!" is anyone going to help?"Will my daughter be okay?" Mom asks. "We don't know, we won't know" Will they ever know? you think. Why can you hear them, but they can't hear you. It's like you have no control over your body.. It's because you don't!

You thought that no one loved you. You see your best friend in the hospital corner, shes screaming. Yelling. You were all she had. Now where are they taking her? To the Mental Asylum, you guess. None of this would of happened if you would of just stayed home that day.

"Hurry up Rachel!" You can hear your friend screaming. Why was she screaming that again?

"Please! You're gonna die! It's not worth it!" What were you planning to do?

"What will your boyfriend think!? Your friends, family, we all love you.." Do you remember what happens next?

"Rachel!"  You were gone before she could finish.

Here you are now, three months later. Your family can't afford the hospital bills any longer. The doctor says that he'll give your family five more minuites to say goodbye. He leaves. You want to jump up and yell, "Mom, Dad, I love you, I'm okay! I can hear you.. Why can't you hear me?.." but you can't. They say their goodbyes, and kiss your cheek one last time. "Mom.."

You finally have what you wanted.  Freedom, Death